Sunday, September 29, 2013

What causes acidic poop?

I'd like to know because DS has a minor crack rash that, after 4 diaper changes and liberal application of A+D, is refusing to let up. Hopefully it'll be gone by morning, maybe I'll try Vaseline tonight? Poor DS, we're not even eating anything acidic. At least it's definitely better than it was yesterday.

...We've still got colds... Argh.

Sunday, September 22, 2013


I'm not feeling good. I know why and none of the reasons for my bad feelings are immediately resolvable.

I feel crappy. I hate this. I hate that my feelings go up and down and up and down, it's like an insane emotional roller coaster that just won't stop.

I really hope the up and down crap stops soon....

Monday, September 9, 2013

I love my friends

It was recently explained to me the minor differences in my personality post accident. This is great! I get it now. Fundamentally, I'm still who I was before the accident. Cognitively and emotionally I'm different, the way I react is different.

Apparently, visually and upon first talking with me, I seem normal--I seem like my old self. You can't tell I'm different or disabled. That's great, right? No, it's not because I have problems. When people get to know me again, after talking to me a few times, they notice the minor differences--which is good. They learn to know what to expect from me instead of assuming how I used to react. What makes me feel bad is that some people seem to walk on eggshells when interacting with me, which is not good.

I need to relearn social etiquette.